Introduction: Passion

Big Bee’s World

Welcome to my world.

I absolutely love words. I enjoy exploring them and figuring out it's meaning. For me, taking my thoughts and putting them on paper is like a therapy session. I remember being able to tell stories just by using my imagination. Imagine writing words that creates a visual picture. Where you are able to see, smell, and experience what's happening without even being there. What a beautiful way to experience words! One of my favorite things to do is create illustrations.

I liked getting readers aroused when I get to tell them stories about the vein like wrinkles on hard surfaces that emphasizes the ride to pleasure, but I was just describing a walk in the park or enjoying my favorite piece of chocolate. I enjoy what it means to capture an audience with your words and making them read to the end. I believe a writers dream is to keep readers binge reading like we do with our favorite shows. I write because I know if somehow my mind allows me to heed to this creative world and allow me to get vulnerable before you, I could create a world that would change lives through other people stories. I write because everything doesn't deserve to be on video. Sometimes, we deserve to hold and smell paper in our fingers because does everything really need to be digital?

I write to change lives. I write to be seen. I write to scream. I write to acknowledge and to give honor. I write because my life and existence depends on it. I write to teach and to learn. I write to remember and absorb moments. I write to create pictures and create worlds.

I write to get lost, to disappear. I write to tell myself everything I wouldn't dare to say out loud. I write for forgiveness and to suppress guilt. I write to create opportunities for others.

I write to wander and to feel like I'm not lost. I want to speak things into existence with my words. I write because when I have children, I want to leave them to literally always hold onto my words.

I write to feel like myself. So that when you make it to the end of the page you know something about me and what I offer this world. I write to serve. I write for all of my quality time lovers ,who want to take the time to get lost with me in whatever I maybe talking about. I write because, got dammit, I want a PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUCEMENT every time I have something to say because so many times I had the opportunity to say something, and I didn't or believe like I couldn’t . I owe the world that much.

I write so Damson Idris can see me...hey boo lol!!

I write to communicate effectively and manifest. I write to apologize and also forgive. I really write because I really can tell you better then I can show you and that really should count for something.

I don't know where this journey will take me but I am excited to see where I end up. I am changing my mind and how I have been perceiving things for YEARS!!

I am literally in my stages of unlearning. I literally have to unlearn years of attacks on my mind.

I am excited to do this though because even when I am too frustrated to speak I can always use my words.

Today, I introduce my blog Big Bee’s World. Here I am no longer suppressing anything about myself. This is MY safe space that I am freely inviting you into. Which means, this is great vibes!!

30 minutes is up, thank you for being on this journey with me. Until next time!
I love you. Thank you for reading.