Higher Learning: My Think Piece
I have been getting into a routine of early rising in the morning. Yeah, I’m genuinely trying to be apart of the 5 AM club. I find myself chuckling at that statement because who am I? This very divine adult, adulting at its highest form. I tend to surprise myself with the decisions that I have been making for the last 3 years. I have been very empowered to increase my life experience. Because why experience life vibrating low? Trust me I know that too well. In my last depressisode, I was really in a funk, I vowed to myself to never get that low. And for all my concerned readers, a depressisode is a series that I go through and call an episode because it truly is a finite period in which someone, “I” is affected by a specified illness “depression”. Dramatically said but it’s a very dramatic event. Those episodes really tried to steal my joy. So every day, I wake up with intentionality to create an experience that I enjoy.
I really love life and life in itself has motivated me to this very period. I’m not sure how far that is measuring my life and age but I enjoy the wonders of life and thinking about what’s next. It’s fascinating to me that at any moment, life can change and be good or bad. Essentially, we are waiting around to see what’s next and just making sure that each moment is a benefit to us and try not to harm ourselves or the future in any kind of way. God really gave us a lot of responsibility and I think that’s the purpose of this post and where my thoughts are leading me.
In reading 5 AM club and really THINKING, my job from this moment and forward is to think myself into the next direction. Sometimes we just be gliding no thoughts, no list, just vibes and it’s the sickest shit. Why not have a direction and go with the flow. Maybe it’s just me but when I was in college I overthought everything. Just thinking back to it is making me cringe. It was truly nasty business and now I can’t help but to think like what if I had really gone with the flow, chilled, and seen what opportunities I would’ve run into because I was paying attention to some shit. And that’s not even to change the past but engage my future more. Literally, the question I have been asking myself is what have I missed in the past that shaped my future?
To simplify it more, I guess I’m saying, taking so much time to overthink things made me miss my present. I no longer want to do that and writing this out is too close to overthinking. So I will leave y’all with this . . .this year take time to think, really think and allow your thoughts.
Thanks for reading, I love you so much!
