N*ggas be Annoying

I just be wondering sometimes why niggas have to be so annoying. I mean, all people. I’m sure it has to be me because I am always the problem but hear me out. The older I get the more I’ve come to realize that I get irritated very easily. Loud noises, talking negatively, repeating yourself, bragging, complaining, corniness, and laziness are all things that I just have to completely pull myself away from. I know ya’ll feel me, like loud spaces just ain’t it anymore. I want to hear things because I generally appreciate hearing.
WARNING: During this post, I am going to say “niggas” a lot. So if you have a problem, please exit now. Thank you.

If you have decided to read on, during the read of this post the word “niggas” is in general with no one specific in gender, race, or relationship status but I know y’all gone feel me regardless.

The other day I got to thinking about all the “niggas” in my life and what I have had to put up with in the last couple of years. I try to be as self aware as possible by saying I know sometimes I be the problem. But, a lot of the time I wasn’t. Then when I realized I wasn’t the problem and distance myself niggas go overboard to “care”. Shit is really disgusting, like why not just do right the first time?
I get it! Niggas be human, and so am I. But damn! I wouldn’t do half the things to people what they do to me. I never want to play victim so I know distance is sometimes the only resolution. I’m never opposed to that because niggas are annoying but I get lonely. Not in a sad way, just not being able to dump my thoughts on somebody is disheartening. Seriously, reasons why I write A LOT! I be having so many things in my mind, it stay racing.

I’m not anti people or anything but lately, I’ve been making sure that I have been vocal about my feelings and my expectations from people. I mean it’s all out of love. I use to ignored the fucked up shit and now I’m calling everybody out when I’m feeling some type of way. Let me know how y’all feel about me saying that, but honestly I have been liberated. I can’t hold other peoples fuck ups, I already have to hold my own.

Tonight.
I’m just thinking and trying to dump my feelings out. I wanted this to be my changed mind at leaving annoying niggas behind but niggas be annoying.

Thanks for reading. I love all my annoying niggas tho.

Vanish by GIVĒON on repeat.